Marks

I still swallow when I think of you
Seeing your name slaps me in the face
And it's on my skin
But - I'll let it stay
That tendency to repeat mistakes
If I'm not looking at the marks they make
I've got all these pictures, videos, memories beating the shit out of me as I remember how sincerely I loved you
Let me not forget
The truth
That had me staggering
Trying to walk with daggers in me
Let me always see
Those eyes that lied to me