Pretense

Isn't it funny
How so suddenly
Your whole world can change
How what was certain
A promise of forever
Gets rearranged
I don't want another minute
Damn another year
I don't want the fear
That you'll just stray
You have no faith
You can't get full
I can't ingest your bull
Shit anymore
Even if I hit the floor
And know I have to get up alone
It's better than pretending you'll catch me